Thinspo?

Hey everyone!

I used to be a thinspo junky. I used to obsess about my weight so much that I woke up every morning at 5 am (before my dad woke up for work and took over the TV) and checked my weight on my wii fit. One day I woke up around 7 and he would NOT get off the TV so I was not able to check my weight that day. I was upset and I think I actually cried..

But anyway, the sad plot twist to this story is that I went from being obsessed with skinny, I really let myself go. I'm not 200lb or anything, but I'm a lot bigger than my old 100lb self and I just wish I could go back.

In my thinspo craze while I was skinny, I wasn't healthy I don't think. I consumed less than 1000 calories a day and to be more specific, some days I'd consume less than 500 calories. I followed the ABC diet for a while, but then ended up trying to eat as less as possible. I was obsessed.

My goal right now is to go back to that size, or possibly smaller (maybe??) but be healthy at the same time.

I started today. Here's my breakfast!

My mom made it and it was SO GOOD! I love Japanese food.

Well, stay tuned!